Random Thought

I think people fail to realize that everyone has been through some sort of something, everyone has a "story." Those who choose not to make mass publications of said story shouldn't be judged for their ability to start new stories and or move on. Growth comes with change, no? Reading the same thing over and over again cannot add depth for one can only spin a story so many times.

You ever just feel as if you're alone? It's not a comforting feeling nor one that can easily be pushed behind you. I've felt it before and I almost feel as if I'm there again. I know I'm not, but sometimes the mind can play tricks on you. Who said tricks were for kids?

Lock me up if you must, just give me a pen...and I'll let my flesh reveal my thoughts from within.

You feel bad for those who've committed/attempted suicide, but your favorite saying is "kill yaself" ...oh.

Grrr

I dislike when I wake up to potty and lay back down thinking I'll go right back to sleep bc well...I'm sleepy...and nope. I stay awake.

They're taken...

Why is it that some people only like someone once they're in a relationship? Like...why would you want someone who's in a relationship anyway?! If they leave them for you what makes you think they won't do the same to you once someone else "suddenly discovers that they've longed for them"...also? Why is it that some people grow balls, so to speak, once what they claim to want is...taken? That doesn't quite make sense to me. If anything what you're in all actuality feeling is a mild case of jealously, possibly even bitterness for not saying something first. Maybe you feel like a "looser" but instead you want to play mind games with someone you consider a friend or your ex because they've either moved on or never saw you in the light of which you see. Reality is...everything happens for a reason, yes, but your mouth being faulty teaches what? 

I find it interesting that people won't or wouldn't get a twitter acct bc they didn't want to have stalkers...BUT have four square. Like...you're telling everyone EXACTLY where you are with that app alone but you didn't want a twitter bc you could opt not to?! Oh ok.

Morning thoughts

Some people need reassurance from time to time so they're thoughts rest easy. Not because they don't/can't love or trust someone but because they've been hurt before and refuse to hurt again. Though it's a "personal" issue, it shouldn't be taken as a sign of weakness or disgust. It should be marked as trying to overcome a small hurdle...to get closer to that person. The problem with thinking your thoughts and having borders is that you forget to let anothers thoughts through. And when you assume you can be open and talk with them, you discover you can't...in part because you weren't letting their thoughts through. Then their walls go up whether they notice it or not...It's hard removing the borders you've spent years putting up...only to do so and be placed outside of someone elses. It's like a double step back. 

Random Thought

Is it stepping back if you've yet to move forward?!