I've been told I'm too nice. I don't always know how to respond to that. Is that a bad thing? Is that someones slick way of saying they'll take advantage of me? Or...does it mean they've never had anyone be nice to them so they take my nature as "too" nice and in reality I'm just...nice? Irregardless I do try to take heed to all signs that may indicate any but sometimes I overlook what's clear. Or do I? I'm not one to assume but my mind travels often. I had a purpose to this post but got sidetracked. To be continued...

Sometimes...

I feel too simple to be understood. Everyone tries to make things overly complicated. I'm a person filled of love, life and hope. I'm optimistic...98% of the time I see the cup as half full. But I'm misunderstood often and it's crazy to me. Sometimes I don't know if I'm unappreciated or not doing enough to be appreciated.

"Natural Hair"

I just want to know how ones hair is natural when they use 85 products in it. I understand that they MAY be organic products but again...if you're consistently doing things to alter your hairs natural state...how natural is it?

I should definitely have attempted to fall asleep by now. Not that I have to wake up early or anything butttt l have been... waking up, early. Peace.

Wondering your thoughts,
If I'm the topic of anticipation,
If I'm the moment of hesitation,
If our thoughts have relations,
I'm wondering,
The order of my steps,
If I'm nearly out of breaths,
If I should keep straight or turn left,
I wonder,
Am I focused?
If I'm paying enough attention to detail,
If broadened views would entail,
If this journey without known vessel will sail.
I'm wondering if I'm physically moving or letting my thoughts alone wander.

Externalization

...something I need to work on. Go figure.