Escape my mind? Silly me.

Escape my mind
Leave no trace
I don't want you here
Don't want to see your face...
In silence I'm haunted by your memory
By a love I thought was strong
Still unsure of where I went wrong
There's this lack of closure
This lack of words needing to be said
I try to move on but the thought of you clouds my head
I feel like I'm in mourning then I'm reminded of your smile
I feel like I'm the joke everyone's laughing about
As if everyone could see you for what you're really worth...regarding me
Except me... in my eyes you're near perfect
You're the last person I thought I wouldn't spend my time on this Earth with
Silly me.
It was silly of me to give you another chance
It was silly of me to attempt to let you back in
It was silly of me to think I was over everything in our past
It was silly of me to extend my hand expecting your grasp
It was silly of me to let some guards down
It was silly of me to want you around
ESCAPE MY MIND.
Leave no trace.
I do want you here.
But I can't stand to look at your face.
How could something so beautiful hurt the way you do
How could I have fallen back in this place with you
I'm...residing in this element of fantasy that I know we both share...shared
But I look around and know you're not here...there
Silly me.