I just...

want to be better.

I want to feel ok.

I want to be loved.

I want to remember I am love.

I want someone to choose me.

I need to choose me.

I do choose me.

I need to stop feeling as if I'm unworthy of everything I want.

I need to stop telling myself "They don't care."

I need to stop allowing my mind to go negative in thought.

I need to remember I'm not perfect and that no one is and that that is ok.

I need to give myself grace when I'm unkind to myself.

I need to be kind to myself.

You don't have to fit into anyone's mold.

You cannot fit into anyone's mold.

There is no mold.

That's disillusion.

It's ok to not be ok.

No one owes you anything.

No one can make you feel better...only you can do that.

Stop looking outwardly for what you know can only be filled within.

You know this.

You know no one has to show you love.

You know no one has to ask "Are you ok?"

You know you aren't entitled to anyone showing you grace nor compassion.

You know you don't need them to.

You may want someone, some few, to but you know no one can fill your cup if you insist on cutting holes in the bottom.

There is no cup.

Put down the scissors.

Put down the weight of being something you're not.

No one told you to pick up the burden of someone else's thoughts. 

No one told you to pick up anyone's doubts of what you bring to the table.

There is no table.

You're so much more than a stationary object. 

You're so much more than what anyone thinks of you. 

"You are not a drop in an ocean, you are the entire ocean in a drop."

You are so much more than what the physical can imagine.

Your soul by it's very definition is beauty.

You are beautiful.

Your soul is pure.

Your soul is fire.

"Seek only those who fan your flame."

You are what you seek. 

You are love.

You are kindness.

You are the air.

You are the wind.

You are every of everything.

You are understanding.

You are worthy.

You are grace. 

You are enchantment.

You are peace.

You are....you.

I love you.