with my thoughts at the moment for they have far passed me and I'm starting to forget how they were originated,
my memories are intact but my thoughts are trying to attack and while I should be moving forward this emptiness is pushing me back,
collapsed lungs without knowing it's hard to breathe she resides in my heart the unknown is causing palpitations...irregular beats,
SHE is on repeat,
I try not to worry and a "but" shouldn't follow but you try walking around representing a full package that's hollow,
how do you keep walking when what was beside you is currently invisible you look around and get dizzy trying to capture a visual,
Positive thinking is groggy yet it remains due to faith, I pray and have to know that He wouldn't dare take her away, that everything is ok,
overly analytical every hopeful inaction and possible grasped action has coursed through my mind, several times,
I try to pause but at the end it's rewound and I'm forced to hit play, 5 long days multiplied by my thoughts is just short of an eternity,
feeling like I'm in the dark and I'm sure this room is a maze, entitled 'Unconscious,'
yet I'm full of emotion...
[I originally posted this Dec 1st at 10pm]
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