Untitled.|Poem|.

I keep my feelings in an unbreakable jar...but I don't remember where I put the lid,
so I'm open &vulnerable like a suicidal's slit wrist,
but my thoughts...far from his,
they're of envisionable bliss,
her lips on mine...our first kiss,
the sweat of my palm reveal nervous-ness,
I'm...swimming in my brain waves,
book open stuck on the same page,
&the title is Beautiful,
if you look up the definition, you'll see a depiction,
depiction of her eyes &feel it's distinction,
I'm...remembering the first time I heard her speak,
voice so melodic, hypnotic yet sweet,
I wanted to record stop rewind play repeat,
I was so unaware then of how beautiful you are,
your name should be Celestial bc your body is like a star,
I stare in amazement wondering if ever my wish'll come true,
or if ever I'll stand on my tippy toes to taste your clouds,
I...try to block my thoughts of you &forget how,
I try to deny my feelings but they have a mind of their own,
&I'm comfortable around you, it's like I'm at ease, at home.
&I'm trying to figure out why most of my thoughts you own,
I don't know,
I'm...swimming in my brain waves,
beside me is an inflated tube,
I hope you aren't afraid of the water,
I could never let anything happen to you,
step off the page, take my hand, have a seat...my thoughts are smooth,
&if you're willing|wanting to take this ride, I'll be your personal cruise.


[07/15/09 02:45 PM]