Never Loved You

You're beautiful...
curvaceous...
intelligent...
reliant...
trustworthy...
humble...
sincere...
empathetic...
a good listener...
friendly...
kind.
Yet when it comes down to it...
I never loved you to begin with.
I loved what you had to offer,
or so I thought,
I came across your page,
across pixel beauty,
&saw a reflection of someone I want,
yet behind the scenes the obviousness of your illusions were clear,
I could smell the diluteness of your ingredients in the air,
Still I dove in thinking I'm being too analytical,
swam thru streams to get the reality of this reflection,
when I looked up I saw less than the subtle current suggested,
I looked into your eyes,
pierced into your soul,
&what I saw was not gold,
not silver not copper nor metal...just the lies you told,
not the diamond you portrayed yourself to be,
more like cubic zirconia,
idiotic so neurotic your name should end with phobia,
It's true I loved your page,
you're beautiful...
curvaceous...
intelligent...
reliant...
trustworthy...
humble...
a good listener...
empathetic...
friendly...
kind...
judgmental...
possibly mental...
controlling...
unstable...
dependent...
unrealistic...
I never loved you to begin with,
I loved what you depicted.


[07/01/09 09:06 PM]