Unconscious Dwell

My brain waves flow like a tadpole in a stream,

My sleep is constantly disturbed by a vividly melancholy dream,

I have to wake up to detour my death,

My heart starts to beat fast,my lungs lose breathe,

I,can't fathom what I've just partaken,

So I jump up fast when first awaken,

Damn!

Can my heart start to flutter?

Can I please return to my state of unconsciousness with my space uncluttered?

I have been walking around on ''E''

48 hours gone slowly with no sleep,

Where has the time gone?

Is this a delude of imagination,

Where has the time gone?

Can I recreate my surpassed hallucinations?

Why is it that I cannot easily lie down and fall asleep?

Go hours upon end without the comforts of subconscious dreams,

Damn!

Is there something going on in my mind,

Am I too caught up in reality to have peace at times?

I want to love 1 that is sublime,

Not dish out partial affection to multiple dimes,

Where in that is the ultimate prize?

Damn!

Sometimes I cannot think straight,

I try to lie down but cannot put my mind on hibernate,

So i'm stuck with thoughts flowing heavily,

I try to write them all down but when I begin my mind feels weak,

Just stuck am I,

No sleep, full of thoughts, yet uneasily disbursed thru pen,

My brain waves flow like a tadpole in a stream,

I want to go to sleep to escape the harshness of reality.


[08/07/08 05:13 AM]