I feel the need to speak on this for some reason. For those of you who do not read my poems yet wonder how I became The Princess of Sex. Basically it's like this &i shall quote a piece of a poem I wrote:
'If you don't understand the name,let me explain,
My mother's maiden name is Koenig,
that's German for king,
that's how princess comes about for my mother is a queen.
My father's a sex addict,i feel his addiction running thru my veins.'
I at one point was very much going into the direction of the man whom I despised for so long in my life.[When I found out about his addiction, it explained so much of how I am the way I am, or shall I say the person whom I was]. I've never been the female to easily convey emotion or to easily get attached and so I've broken hearts without knowing on more than one occasion &have never quite understood why whomever allowed their hearts to tare. I'm still at a standstill. Please do not confuse my adaptation of love with that of someone who cannot. That isn't the case, I simply have loved differently than most i've come in contact with &have since realized that before I wasn't able to interpret one's feelings of love towards me. Ignorance is bliss sad to say. I've since matured. Yet, with my evolution of sex &how women tend to interweave it with the emotions of love, I'm dumbfounded. It's not the same. Nor do I think one should confuse one with the more wrongly other.
Love has 9 parts/definitions.
1- a (1): strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties [maternal love for a child] (2): attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3): affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests [love for his old schoolmates] b: an assurance of love [give her my love]
2- warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion
3-a: the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration [baseball was his first love] b (1): a beloved person
4-a: unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1): the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2): brotherly concern for others b: a person's adoration of God
5- a god or personification of love
6-an amorous episode
7-the sexual embrace
8-a score of zero (as in tennis) &
9-capitalized Christian Science.
Yet, sex is only broken down into 3 parts, according to Webster, in which the third more relevant to this blog defines sex as:
-sexually motivated phenomena or behavior.
That only brings me back to the state of confusion in whence hearts have torn because of sex. Why? Some people are so in touch with their emotions that they forget that sometimes life really isn't that complicated. And they put their preconceived complications on something that should not go hand in hand with complication; love. Sex on the other hand, it's very complicated to most[those who think with their hearts], yet so simple to some[those who think with their "head"]. Why? The only preconceived thought about sex should be is it safe? The only preconceived thought about love should be am I ready? They do not go hand in hand. They're both actually two simply defined words that are often meshed together for what purpose is unbeknownst to me. I've rambled enough, thee end.
[03/13/09 03:19 AM]
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