the tears fall slowly,
what in the hell is happening to me,
i feel lost,
feel like I've lost my way,
nothing makes sense anymore,
so why go on another day,
maybe it'll be a better world if I'm not fucking up in it,
maybe it's time for me to see those gates so i don't have to continue to put up with it,
i feel so alone,
and as i write this my eyes fill faster,
i shouldn't have these emotions,
i should be filled with laughter,
i haven't felt so low in years,
this is crazy,
i would go jump off of something,
but with my luck I'd survive,
it's not my time to die,
Lord please take these feelings of inadequacy away,
i don't want these thought to ruin my future today,
i wish i had someone to go to when i feel this way,
someone who when i talked, listened, then provided me comfort with their arms wide open,
I know I have God,
i meant a more physical someone,
but it's ok,
as long as I have Him,
i need no one,
the tears are stopping,
i feel His presence near,
i don't want these feelings again,
please keep me clear....
[12/18/08 08:20 AM from mobile ]
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